Which apparently came from Brennig first. 

5 Things I did 10 years ago (1998):
1. Moved from a terrible neighborhood in the capital city of my state to a tiny little town with a park across the street.

2. Turned nine and had the lamest birthday party with all the family I’ve seen once or twice coming to say goodbye to us as we moved only an hour and a half farther away from them.
3. Started second grade and demanded that the homework not be what I did in kindergarten ( I suppose I was a bit of a brat).
4. Agreed to skip third grade to fourth grade.
5. Got dumped by our dad. He moved to Florida.

5 Things I did 5 years ago (2003):
1. Started high school.
2. Made a varsity starter position on the soccer team
3. Fell back in love with one Trevor
4. Made friends with more boys than girls, started being constantly annoyed by my girl friends.
5. Danced at the first dance like I owned the place, as well as all the senior boys.

5 Things I did yesterday:
1. Cuddled Daniel
2. Broke my promise not to eat junk food (except mozzarella sticks)
3. Stayed up too late
4. Bought two books (one for Daniel) and the coolest notebook known to man
5. Thought the apartment was being broken into

5 TV shows I love to watch:
1. Criminal Minds
2. The Closer
3. Bones
4. That one I won’t admit
5. Most stuff on HGTV

5 Things I love to do:
1. Read
2. Think
3. Write
4. Wrestle
5. Have sex

5 Things in my bag (I don’t have a bag, I’ll pretend I do instead):
1. My notebook
2. My pen and pencil collection as well as a few erasers
3. My iPod Nano
4. My keys
5. My phone

5 Fav things in my room:
1. My bookshelves/books
2. My little area (I share a room, but one little area is all mine)
3. Morty, my dead praying mantis in a jar
4. The chair I’m sitting in. It is so comfortable, however ugly
5. The comfy bed, though the mattress is currently in the living room

5 Things I’ve always wanted to do:
1. Publish a novel
2. Go to Harvard
3. Graduate college with a perfect GPA
4. Spend all day lying in bed reading, playing on a computer and/or watching TV
5. Be in shape, have no zits rather than one or two almost constantly, prefer healthy foods over junk food

5 Things I am currently into:
1. TV
2. Pretending the real world isn’t out there waiting for me to join
3. Hanging out inside the apartment
4. Feeling free
5. Talking to my friends when I get a chance

I don’t feel like tagging anyone, but let me know if you did it!

I have developed a code complex enough to write all my entries in my notebook. Was this necessary? Absolutely not, I just like codes. And no, I will not give any of you a sample because then someone will figure it out and I would like to continue on thinking it’s a great code.

Today I bought the most perfect notebook that may have ever been made. The only thing I could wish for is thinner pages so they make that rattly sound when you flip through them quickly.

Did you all know that Stephen King hates adverbs? There’s your trivia for the day.

Love.

I’m not really sure there is more to say on that matter except that I’ve always thought about it, and it’s the type of work I both want to do and I’m intrigued by the Bureau. This probably means that I have to get back into Spanish, though I’m not actually sure I can. Depending on what happens to my GPA when I get reinstated, I may or may not be able to successfully complete a major or minor in Spanish. My other language of choice, and another critical language was Korean, so I’ll keep that under consideration, but I’m making no promises.

I have a natural and instinctual talent for investigation. I don’t say this to brag or reassure myself. That is a rather established fact. I want to hone these skills and use them in a more productive manner than spying on the people I know and some I don’t. (Not that I ever really spied. I just normally wanted to find out when someone was lying to me.) Anyway, I want to find a job within the FBI that allows me to travel around the country on assignment, and on my limited vacation time, I will explore the rest of the world.

I know myself better than most people think I do, and I know that I’m not always as strong as I seem. Inside, I’m not self-disciplined or very ambitious, but I hope an ambition like the FBI or even the work itself that I will do in getting there will make me a person with both of those qualities and some others I feel I lack. Not only that, but I feel a job in the FBI awards greater personal and professional benefits for me than those of careers in law, medicine, etc. While both of those careers may bring great wealth or stature in a society, law enforcement and societal analysis keep a society together.

Now that I’ve explained my thoughts on the topic, feel free to comment on what you think of the grand old FBI. Too Big Brother for you? Don’t think me naive. If there is a conspiracy to be had, I wouldn’t mind finding myself in the middle of an adventure.

I had an old blog. Obviously, it isn’t this one. So I’ll tell you all about myself the best I can again, even though that’s the most boring part of blogging. (Many bloggers give up after this part if they don’t feel particularly clever when they’re done.)

I’m almost 19. I live in Bloomington at Indiana University, though I just failed out. I now must start over with a logical major and some self-discipline, which as of this point has been largely non-existent.

So a new blog for a new me.

I’m blonde, green-eyed and many consider me beautiful, so I’m going to begin living as such.

So welcome to the fabulous life of a gorgeous person. Let’s be friends.